where she has gone
it’s been a long time being here. So much of my time has been consumed with life issues and constraints, writing for other people and forgetting my passion – love. So much has happened over the last year I still have a hard time compartmentalizing it all. That is to say that my brain even functions that way. Being as open and free as someone like me is, I find it difficult not to share every aspect of my life.
To be honest, I don’t even know what to write anymore.
I had a dream last night. In this dream was the catalyst in my most recent break-up. For months I’ve felt anger, hatred for these two people but last week my house was emptied of the last of his belongings and a sense of relief came over the whole house. Well, in this dream the catalyst was very present. But I finally didn’t feel like stabbing her eyeballs out and setting the gaping holes on fire. yes, I am aware that reaction is NOT PEACEFUL. Just let me get over it.
I ate the whole bag of cherries today.